(… thus, I'm scared to harm you)
It feels like I'm a puppet
Bleeding under my skin
Hutterfully sweating pain
Drained through a needle tear
I started roaming years ago
From an era left unknown
I wished to die and burn away
I've got nothing to say but
God is a devil
Who used me to spread
On earth his evil
I'd rather flee from this curse
It feels like I'm in a cage
Made with despair
Drowned among the sobs of pain
The needed key is a change
Close to panic, overwhelmed
Needles in the back
Getting these things off my chest
Drive me volatile
God is a devil
Who used me to spread
On earth his evil
Thus, I'd better die
I'm sad to have defiled your hearts
Did I deserve all this curse?
Something's deciding for me
Humbly here but God's above me
I feel like a fugitive
Who shun your company
An unholy and wicked yoke
Then I have to go
Somewhere, where nobody went
To wander for many years
Waiting for my end
Waiting for my end