BEHIND THE SILENCE OF THE DEATH - VOL.1 : THE BIRTH
DECEMBER 21, 2021
BEHIND THE SILENCE OF THE DEATH - VOl.1 : THE BIRTH
THE TRAGIC TALE OF A LITTLE GIRL 
BETWEEN FOLK ARPEGGIOS AND DISTORTED RIFFS

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01.
The escape
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3:24
02.
God is a Devil
3:22
03.
Dream to die
3:32
04.
As she said
5:40
05.
The darkest depths of Hell
5:04
06.
Silent room
4:02
07.
Shh! Be quiet or die
2:57
08.
Oblivion's whines
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2:42
09.
Song of a Bloody Puppet
4:14
10.
Sisters of blood
5:02
11.
Despair ends in the ashes (dawn)
5:48
12.
Praise her death
4:27
13.
Behind the silence of the death
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16:12
14.
Child of the shadow
5:34
Funeral Rain Forest
Dream to die
I know that I'm not living, I'm crushed under your tone 
I used to step aside - so close to die 
Here, such lost in the dark, forsaken by the fate, 
Overwhelmed, I ask why I'm this fake 
Here, lost in silence, eyes staring at the ground 
Is my existence thrown in the gap? 
I choke down my shame, I collapse in a breath 
Then my day begins - because somewhere 

In the night, I begin another life 
I wanna dream to die 
Because of lies - someday I'll be alone 
Beyond the Other side 

My life sucks - what a lie! The effort never pays 
Could I see the lights of yesterday? 
When my heart is grey – it tones my feelings down 
May you show me brightness and bring me rain? 
Here, lost in a gloom - in the world and in myself, 
I search for what I'm doomed and why I'm rejected 
Forsaken by Fate, for my dream to begin 
I sink in a breath - and somewhere 

In the night, I begin another life 
I wanna dream to die 
Because of lies - someday I'll be alone 
Beyond the Other side 
In the night, I'm scared of the next day's lights 
I want a dream to die 
Because of lies - someday I'll be alone 
Beyond the Other side 

There's a void in my past 
I could only raise my finger 
Then I put it in my eyes 
Utopia, as a time to die 

There's a void in my past 
I could only raise my finger 
Then I put it in my eyes 
Utopia, as a time to die 

And somewhere in the night, I begin another life 
I wanna dream to die 
Because of lies - someday I'll be alone 
Beyond the Other side 
In the night, I'm scared of the next day's lights 
I want a dream to die 
Because of lies - someday I'll be alone 
Beyond the Other side
Music & lyrics by : Alyn White McHelly