I wake up in a haze
With doubts disturbing my brain
I feel such a hurt in my throat
Like the shame of not being someone
Evil through my threads
Such some poison in a vein
I'm stuffed by anger and hatred
Needles of despair I'll spread
And then silence leaves me alone
Until I want to ask my own
During a long journey inward
I saw it's not me who pull my wires
There's above my head
Some God or Devil, I swear!
Ain't I dead enough to repent?
I'm ripped, torn apart, and blamed
Sharp, in my heart's place,
Found nothing more than a spade
As shards of mirror through Darkness,
Truth's scattered behind the veil
And then silence leaves me alone
Until I want to ask my own
During a long journey inward
I saw it's not me who pull my wires
Rage spreads in my arms
Since God is pulling my wires
I am a plague who's named "fate"
But suffering is my only fame
And then silence leaves me alone
Until I want to ask my own
During a long journey inward
I saw it's not me who pull my wires
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I saw it's not me who pull my wires